Lost by 4 Days
- A New story coming from my own life, its not a fiction as my past life stories available on my web-pages. As might be suggested by the name, it is not a story about loosing a cricket game, its not about loosing a project or a business deal, not even about falling short of a certain goal but about loosing in simple affair of Life.
- This affair can be seen in your day to day life but the way it has happened with me, that is unusual. This event turned me upside down. I am not dis-heartened because i lost it as loosing and winning in life continues but rather because i lost it by “4 days”. Or in other words, i should say that there is no winning or loosing in these things but still it hurts.
- So the story goes here.....
- It started a few weeks back, when i met a girl online. We started chatting a lot and then exchanged mobile phone no's. Talking a lot about each other everyday. How was our lives, how we want them to be and many other questions about life. I was beginning to feel so comfortable with and around her. Don't begin to feel, that we have seen each other. We are still unknown, looks wise(although exchanged pics a a week back) but we know a each other much better than those who know us otherwise. And in some time, it started making me feel that she is an amazing girl that i met. She is a great friend of mine and I am a great friend of hers too. Whether there can be anything more between us or not, i never thought of any such possibilities.
- Until one day, when we started talking on phone at around midnight and went on for a few hours. What the context of that days call was nothing more than but a feeling that we are so much alike and so much more would be if we spend a little more time together and try to come closer for each other and to know each other. Nothing was particular or clear and I was afraid as well, to make it so. So decided to wait for some time before i tell her that.
- 3-4 days after that, we were talking again about the same thing, and some thought came to my mind and i decided that i should tell her right now. So i did. She gave a long pause... then she replied. Her answer was something strange, and i am never the same again.
- She said to me, “I would have, if you would have asked me 4 days back”. I was broken and made a little more effort to convince her but just felt its of no use. Not because of any other reason but just because forcing a relation has no meaning for me. People call me stubborn but don't understand that, i do it only with those, whom i think i have a right on.
- Whatever,
- So there can be a few morals of the story
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- Never wait for anything
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- Girls are just a mad creature that can do anything at any point of time.
- It started with in a totally spurious way and has ended in the same way, with me just left amazed. Still thinking about it, “butterflies roll in my stomach”. But there is nothing i can do.
- I was dumbstruck with what has happened and couldn't believe what she said. And right now, the only feeling I am left with is “I Lost by 4 Days”
